Weekend Update.

♥ Hello readers! I'm back again! Sorry for being MIA for the past week. I'll tell you guys in details. Just read on. :)

♥ Photo that has no connection to this post. Just wanna remind you guys how I looked like LOL!

♥ Just some goodies I got from my fairy godmother x vampire love. You guys should know who's that :p 

♥ Haihh back to last week. Last week for total sh*t ! Stress just took over and I literally went crazy! I just fail to accept the fact that I'm 5 books away from my goal. I've never been so faraway from my goal. Never! The furthest I am from my goal is only 1 or 2 books. Never 5 or more. Never. 

♥ I suddenly feel so defeated by books man dafuq .__. I ranted out to bestf, but it just seems like she doesn't understand. But it's alright, at least I have someone to talk to. Thankiew Yung the Yue & my vamipire love for listening me rant on Twitter. I seriously don't know what to without people like them. 

♥ According to a research we did at school last week, I belong to the sanguine & phlegmatic temperaments. I strongly agree. If you haven't heard of the 4 temperaments before, I suggest you guys to do some Google cuz you know, yours truly is really lazy in explaining. LOL!

♥ I'm not gonna rant further. You know me, this is endless. Last but not least, I'm getting nearer to my big 4! Giveaway coming soon! Stay tuned for it! Thankiew for stopping by and taking your time to read. Thankiew so much people! Love you guys big time! xo

December.

Hi December! Its finally the last chapter of 2012 before an all new year begins. I can't wait for 2013 already!   You can ignore this post if you want to, cuz I'm just gonna rant my heart out. I haven't been doing this for quite some time already. 

Lots of things have been going on lately. Just too much, till idk how to handle them. I'm so tired of handling things for people. I'm always the one who's there for people when they need me. But when I need them? Heck, where were they?! Even a baby gets tired after crying. 

P/S: I'm basically talking about the same person in the paragraph below. Don't fit yourself in this pair of shoes plss. :)

*How will anyone of you out there feel when you're being misunderstood? No doubt but I'm unhappy. I mean, it's not me who tell that so-called 'secret' out ok? And oh, if your things that are announced on Facebook are still considered as 'secret', you're just plain brilliant. :) 2 thumbs up for you! *(Y) (Y)* And to the pathetic 15 year old kid, get your facts right before you accuse! It doesn't mean that you're young and everyone has to forgive you. 15 year old already, grow up abit plss. -.- like sampat like that! Too much, seriously. 

本来不想写这篇文章的，可是有些人就是太过分了。嘴巴最好是安分一些。不是每样东西和每个人一生下来就要给你批评的！骂人归骂人，不要把人家的祖宗18代也搬出来骂。你以为骂人家的祖宗18代很酷吗？作孽！It's not cool to scold ancestors. I can sponsor you some wet tissues to clean your mouth. 

佛都有火，跟何况是人！脾气，不止你一个人有。我的脾气还比你的大。不是凶就可以无法无天！不是大声就是在讲道理！年龄小，不代表你不用尊重别人的哦。说话，要经过大脑的。不要每天用着同样的 I AM WHO I AM, AND I LOVE IT 的句子啦。就是因为有了这句子，你的瑕疵都不用改善了吗？你的错误都不用弥补吗？如果世界都跟你一样，世界大战3即将来临了好不好?! -.- 

I don't wanna rant much more further, or this post is never gonna end. I just hope that kid will somehow see this and think about herself. I'm not perfect, well, no one is. I just hope she knows where her mistakes are. It's definitely wrong to scold people's ancestors, and it's definitely wrong to accuse without knowing the truth. At least ask what's wrong right? If it's my fault, I'll admit. If it's not, why must I admit? 

You might be young, but that doesn't mean you're king, and you rule over us. Don't try to climb over my head ok. Pls stack your pillows higher and think. If you still think you're right, I'm fine with it. But please don't go around thrashing me, accusing me of things that I didn't do. My reputation is very important to me, at least. 

Lastly, kid, I hope you learnt your lesson. *

Every words above are typed with no regrets. Thanks for stopping by. X

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♥ This post might be a lil offensive. Don't say I didn't warn you, If you've done reading this and plan to leave me some hate comments, go ahead. I blog to express my feelings, not to impress YOU ! :)

♥ People should know how to differentiate between things you should ask and things you shouldn't ask. It's getting on my nerves that people keep asking me things that I don't wanna answer ! It's really annoying one can ? Stop asking me unreasonable things. Just stop asking ! It's the best to not care too much. I don't wanna hurt anyone, so yeah, stop asking. It'll be the best :) 

♥ Seriously, I don't care how important you are, or how important that day or event is. Important ? Err none of my business :)

♥ Before you look at people's flaws and weaknesses, please look at yourself first. It doesn't mean that you're an elder, you can disrespect others. It's funny how people who taught us kids to respect people, when they themselves disrespect others. Don't just look at my flaws and as if yours is perfect and you're flawless. Flawless my ass ! 

♥ That's what I'm gonna say. I'm done. Hate all you want, I'm fine with it :D


♥ Ohh I forgot ! Today's YG Appa's birthday ! He's the man behind all my fandoms :P Seungil chukahamida Appa ! #YGTROLLDAY

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♥ Remember yesterday's blog post ? Anyway I'm here to voice up something. I told you guys, people can be really epic. And somehow their epic-ness always leads to stupidity. Dear someone, I somehow don't understand if you're trying to cover up your wrongdoings or you're just plain stupid. Seriously, you don't have to delete your blog just because of that particular blog post. It's nothing, but so what if I'm talking about you ? I'm not ashamed to admit that I actually read your blog, and I like the way you blog. It's just that you really shouldn't copy other's stuffs and claim it as YOURS. It's not right. 


♥ I seriously don't care if you're reading this or not, but hey, deleting your blog doesn't make any difference laaa can ? My point is, it's just not right to copy other people's stuffs and make it yours. Would you like it if people rip things from your blog, or maybe your facebook and claim it as theirs ? Maybe you would say you wouldn't mind. But well, of course you won't mind. Cuz if you really care, you won't copy other's stuffs as well. So yeaaa, it's not weird if you say you don't mind at all, cuz that defines who you really are :)


♥ Anyways, I'm sorry if I offended any of you, or make any of you misunderstand. :) 

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♥ Back to class ! There're still some schools with holidays. Not fair =X Sinus attack again, sien ! It's the 3rd time this month. Really annoying one can ? Seems like November's not my month. It's just the start of November, but bad things are already approaching me. #1 leg injury, got a deep cut at the little toe, nail almost teared off, but thank God, it's attached back to the skin. #2 sinus, which I hate the most. #3 stupid phone alarm that wouldn't ring. What's wrong lil berry ? :( 


♥ It's funny that some people can actually tell you not to copy their stuffs. but they copy yours. Epic not ? People can actually post stuffs you post, without taking out full credits. People these days can be really epic one lorr. They can say they anti copycats, hate those people who copy their stuffs, and some even disable their blog's right clicks. But they forever won't realize that they themselves copy other's stuff. When people tell them, they'll just be like ''Got meh?'' #whatthehell 
Seriously one more time, don't rip stuffs that belong here. :)


♥ You have to always look at your own flaws through the mirror before you can look out of the window. You cannot judge people without knowing what's behind them, and their story. You might know me, but you don't know my story, so don't judge me. Everyone has flaws, it's not like you're god, and you're perfect -.- Not one on earth, not even one, has even 'complexion'. 


♥ Honestly, I appreciate everyone who drop by and read. Thank you for reading. Not everyone on earth likes you. So it's really okay to me, if you dislike me. Cuz everyone has their own pov(s). You have yours, I have mine, end of story. Even if there's one day when I'm left with no viewers, I'll never complain. Cuz this is my space, my memories, so yeah, it's really okay if no one wants to read anymore :DDD


♥ And if you guys really go through everything in this lil space, I added something new :D It's my dear dear me2day ! :DD It's my new addiction anyway :P I am on Weibo as well, but it doesn't attracts me that much like me2day. Do you know that I'm friends with 2NE1 on me2day ? *flips hair* :P
Yes, you can make friends with your favorite Kpop star on me2day ! How can a Kpop freak like me not join ? And the best is, it's available in English right now, but some parts are still in Korean tho :D


♥ It's been awhile since I've so much to rant. But I don't think anyone will read this LOL ! Cuz it's soooooo long :P 


♥ I just realized that not much happened in October. October is over, just in a blink of an eye. I've been really busy in October, rushing assignments, and preparing for nightmare, finals. So it's like I never find time to even blog or do other things. The 2 only things I did in October was classes ( which includes finals preparation and shit loads of assignment ) & to and fro the city. Yeah, the 2 only things I did in October. Pathetic much. :(


♥ I have a week more to go, until classes officially come to an end, and also the end, seriously the end of KAIROS. It's really hurting to know that it's closing down. It hurts really much. Among all students, I spent the most time there. People might think a year plus is nothing, but to me, it's something. I really didn't see this coming. A total new environment next year. Will have to adapt the new surrounding, new classmates, new class hours and new supervisors. It'll take some time ain't it ? :(


♥ Shall really stop here. I think this is too long :D 

 Much loves,

Karen C ♥

Thank you for reading, have a nice day ! :)

Hello Middle June :)

♥ Hello! I'm back! This is the recent me, which looks fatter than the previous. I've been eating alot lately, and supper actually kills! I regret for losing to supper. ><

♥ Anyway, it's middle June, or should I say almost the end of June? Hmmm. June, nothing much really. What I take note of is that the church youths were getting really busy for Green Heritage Game 2011 on the July 9th, and yes it's coming soon, rocking the Penang Heritage areas VERY soon! And to those who's taking part, have fun & good luck! :)

♥ Classes, I have no comments. I seem to have used to the busy life. Hmm, not a bad thing tho? Anyway, what I've tried to bring up is that when the grades are getting higher, those books are getting harder, I actually don't know if I'll still remember every single thing when I am taking my SAT test! LOLL. 

♥ And yes, talking about the Gopeng trip, I know I haven't been blogging on it yet, but it's like I don't know how to split the posts. For the first village, I seriously think I need some time organizing those pictures, coz it would be a pain in the ass if I just simply write about it. >< 

♥ Life? Idk how to describe. Only ONE word. HECTIC. June has been really hectic, like seriously. I don't know what's going on around me and what's wrong with the people as well. It's just like I'm the extra one on earth, like not part of the society, and I shall say that this has nothing to do with family. Family is one of the best obvious example of a primary group that has a  close relationship and etc etc. :)

♥ Mom always remind me to be a lil alert, in order to not letting others used us as a tool, and then when they don't need us, they just dump us aside like those unwanted dolls or trash. Sometimes I don't even know if people's concern are from the bottom of their heart or just the other way round, digging into people's privacy. Well, you tell me.

♥ Sometimes when you care too much, people won't appreciate and instead take your caring as a joke and don't even realize when they hurt you. I don't even know if I should like, care anymore. This sucks. 

♥ June obviously has not been a good month for me, besides the 2 weeks of class break, everything just go haywired! I don't know what's going on, but should I even take note? I don't feel like knowing anymore. I'm so tired from all these. 

♥ Not writing anything else anymore. I somehow just need a break. :) Don't worry, Gopeng post will be up soon :) Goodnight readers :)

201010 ♥

♥ Another awesome date, no? 


♥ Classes had been really hectic todayyy. :( I don't like! I don't like atomic weights & chemical symbols! Arghhhhhhhhhh they are killing me! I don't know how much carbon weigh, and the exact + proper calculation for it! I hate it! :( 


♥ And the worst is, Periodic Table for next class. Walao ;( 


♥ I don't like skeletal system! So confusing! I can only remember cranium, scapula, radius, ulna, phalanges and don't know what sort lahhh! Sighh! 


♥ Today is a awesome date, yet so many complains. :(