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I would really love to run away and hide myself somewhere. It's foolish to run away from your problems but it's definitely not the best way to face it when you're not ready to. I don't request much. I just want people to learn how to respect me and my limits. Hello, I'm not your robot and I definitely don't work for you. Don't always put high hopes on me and get disappointed when I bring you bad news. 

Music is my best friend. Music is the best way I can hide from the world and live on my own world. There are always days that I'd love to put put on my headphones, turn the volume to the max, and just enjoy living in my own world, and temporarily leave the complicated world. 

Anger is something I tried to control, but I can't. My anger raised according to the situation and the people involved in it. I can only say that, I am bad-tempered. I'm not asking you to accept my bad temper. 佛都有火，更何况是人。

Looking up at the sky, searching for stars is also one of my hobby. I look up to the sky whenever mood swings are partying inside me. Looking at the sky, at the stars just make me felt peace in heart. It's like God's always with me :)

I have a secret runway in my heart that I always run towards to. Problems, heartbreaks etc. I'll just run to my 'secret' runway and hide myself in there till I really cool down. It's really obvious for you to realize if I'm in my 'secret' runway. But I'm not telling :D

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♥ The ferris wheel doesn't care if there's any passengers on it. It still keep rotating. Life doesn't wait for you, and it won't stop just because you went through some hard ship. No matter what, life still goes on :)

♥ I went back 'home' today . It feels like ''Ahh, I'm home''. It's the warmth that I've never felt ever since I left. It feels great to be back home. It feels even greater to be able to go home and worship the Lord. Today's a great Sunday ♥♥

♥ Thank you to those who still stand by me through hard ships and those sh*tty days. Family members, and my dearest friends. I'm glad you guys didn't left me, and keep standing by me :D Thank you so much ♥♥

♥ Idk, what do you think ? Hmm.. 

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♥ If only moving on was that easy. I wish, in fact I always wish that I can let things go that easily. But you think moving was that simple ? Simple like ABC ? When something / someone leaves a big impact in your life, and just left or hurt you, try to move on and see, and you'll get me :)

♥ People always say follow your heart. But hey, following your heart doesn't mean that you don't have to use your brains. People might to follow their heart, and feelings, but think before you act. Everything you do might affect others :) 

♥ Who doesn't ? I miss my bestf. It's been almost 1 or 2 months ever since I last saw her :( 

♥ Honestly, there sure is :)