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I keep telling my friends and even myself to keep trusting in Him, which I still do. But sometimes it's just so hard when life brings you to a point that breaking down is the only thing you can do. My faith just tend to deteriorate whenever bad things happen. It just doesn't feel right. Trusting in Him can be real hard whenever shits happen. :/

I'm seeing these boys in October! *points below* #ohyeah Can't wait for October to be here already! :D

I shall let things stay the way they are. No matter how hard I try to save it, it just doesn't matter anymore. It's not worth it anyway. The more I care, the hurt I get is always double. My scars will get deeper too. I'm too tired to care anymore. Just fuck it and let it be!

It's okay to keep lying. You can keep the truth to yourself. I'm not interested with your stupid stories. It's okay to conceal the truth from me or whoever. It just doesn't matter anymore. I'm tired of you and your lies. To keep our friendship going, I'll just shut up and move on alright.

School is at it's best state. Great teachers, great friends and great activities. I wouldn't say that it's 100% perfect, but at least better than the previous one. The previous one was total shit, which I've been patient with it for 2 years. 2 freaking years ok?! Please tell me I have good patience. I seriously don't know how I've walked that 2 years hardships without God and family support.

8 days and c o u n t i n g . . . signing off now! Xx ♥