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♥ My chap 1 ended awesomely, and I'm now in chap 2 of 2012. School's been awesome. :D Everyone there's great too. 1 thing about my new school that makes me happy is, I don't have to pretend that I'm happy. I can be myself there. I don't have to pretend that I'm strong, well, on the outside. But actually I'm tearing apart on the inside. Previously, I looked strong, happy and almost everything. Everything that I showed was, amazingly F A K E. Yes, very fake. It's like living my life to fulfill other's requests. I can be that dumb, isn't it? Well, I just wanted to be honest. 

♥ When I give out my sincerity, I hope you don't repay me with some sh*ts I don't deserve. It's not that I can't care, it's because I don't want to. Knowing of what the results will be, why would I throw myself into that pit right? Well, I'm not that dumb yet okay? It's not that I don't understand and it's not that I don't know. I knew almost everything, I just freaking shut up, so that the immature controversy between us would all die down. 

♥ If you think that I still appreciate you, think twice, after all the things you had done to everyone. If you still think that you are right, then fine, you are. I don't even care if you see this. If you do, please read on and see what I'm saying bout you :D A tongue has no bones, but it can break a heart. True isn't it? Well, aren't you part of the ''breaking people's heart'' family? You speak without using your brains, and still act like you're really brilliant or maybe, wise. But the fact is, you look really like a fool. You criticize people like there's no tomorrow and still think that people still actually like you. Oh well.

♥ In real life, I don't speak like how I blog. Blogging and talking in real life is 2 very different things. I normally use strong words to blog and sometimes harsh words too. Idk if anyone realize that but in real life, I don't use strong and harsh words I used on the blog. I simply can't find other words to describe things on the net, so there you go. :D Idk if I've had any offended readers or anyone that dislike my style of blogging. If I do, I sincerely apologize to anyone of you who are offended :) 

♥ I miss being a child. I miss those innocent and naive days where I don't have to worry, I don't have to care and I don't have to think so much. I suddenly felt so old after re-watching Disney's Tangled the other day. It's like time passes so fast and it's freaking 2012 already! And I'm 16! Well, not official yet, but yes, 16! Speaking about childhood, I clearly remembered that I grew up with crayons, soil, plastic toys, drawing blocks, stumbling blocks, Lego and not iPads, iPhones, iPods and etc. This proves that technology has improved ALOT :)

♥ I was doing homework when Proverbs 17:17 came up on my mind. It says that ''A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.'' My response is I'm really grateful to God that He sent me my bestf, which I guess my readers know who's she already :D I'm really grateful that she stood by me through everything. Through those happy and sad moments, she's the one who backs me up and keep reminding to stand strong and believe in Him. I thank God for sending her to me. Friendship is caused;it does not happen automatically ♥♥