Thoughts

♥ It's currently 11:13PM right here, while I'm working on this post. A sick sick Thursday. Skipped classes today and stayed home. Like those children who are diagnosed with fever and can't go out to play. :( Sick is something I go through, almost every month. I have sinus, well, if you dk what's that, you can look through Google. It's not something that I wanna go through, but I am born with it, so I have to bear with it. It's pretty suffocating, it clogs, and it makes me wanna chop off my nose! Tsk. I tell you what, even meds won't help, serious :) It makes me have fever, and bone ache, and the bone ache is always like people tearing off your meat. I'm not kidding, besides, why do I have to? 

♥ Privacy - something that I really care of. I don't like people digging into my bag, checking my text messages ( even my Mom doesn't do that! ), and asking me things that you shouldn't even know. It's okay to ask me things, but please mind the limit. It's NOT okay to dig into my bag, taking my things and it's NOT okay to check my text messages. You're not even blood related to me, and yet, you check my text messages?! What the heck?! Even my Mom doesn't do that! Who are you to even check it? Gimme a good reason. ( You can spam me saying I am arrogant or whatsoever, but think, can you accept someone who digs into your bag and someone who checks your text messages? ) :))

♥ Behind those smiles and laughters...some people won't even know what I go through. I am not the type that will speak up to you if I don't really know / trust you. I am someone who is straight forward, not someone who likes to turn circles. I think I often hurt people with my straight forward-ness. 

♥ I always thought that, yea, THOUGHT that I'm in a safe zone, but I always failed to realize that sometimes the safer I am, more challenges are waiting for me. I am tired of going through all these things. I'm not someone who likes to take risk. I love being comfortable in my own zone. SIGH. SORRY IDK WHAT I'M TYPING! ><

♥ I ran out of ideas. My brain shut down, I am tired. Goodnight readers :(