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♥ 2NE1 has been hitting top 1 on my Kpop playlist lately. Especially their new hit song 'Ugly'. I somehow thinks 2NE1 always bring meanings behind their songs. Their songs never failed to surprise Blackjacks. I'm proud to be part of the Blackjacks :DD

♥ Speaking of August, awesome I guess? Great birthday with awesome people. I had a blast this year. Thanks so much for the effort to send me texts messages, writing on my Facebook wall, Facebook inbox-ed and wishing me face to face. Once again, a million thanks to those who care and to those who remember it. Seriously, thanks so much. I thank God for putting everyone of you into my life. :)


♥ Somehow in August, I learnt to let go. Letting go of something that doesn't belong to me, something that's not suppose to exist in my life. One said that letting go doesn't show how weak you are, but for how long you have been trying to stay strong. August is so important, God is so awesome. God always erase old things and put new things in my life. God always delete people from my life, but somehow He put in better friends and things. This is how awesome my God is. 

♥ August, is where I learnt to stand strong, not with family or friends. But God. Unseen challenges, unseen words, unseen lies, unseen thoughts, unseen tears, unseen fears. August is so awesome, but so scary. So many unseens. Even unseen backstab. Pretty 'awesome' right? Some people won't know what I go through, don't even know what's beneath those smiles and laughters. You won't know how much hardships I go through that brings me until this stage. So stop judging me. 

♥ Do you guys know that people who are SO CALLED bestfriends can betray you too? Ughh I felt so betrayed. But whatever, it won't bring me down so easily. It's a lil heartbreaking, but it won't bring me down. Seriously, after this zillionth-backstab case, I'm starting to give up. Giving up on so called 'best friends'. Yeah, best friends? Best friends MY ASS ! I only have ONE and ONLY bestfriend. No one could replace her, seriously no one. Lynn, if you're reading this, you're the best. :D

♥ I believe, and always do in 'WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND'. It's such a waste of time to even take revenge on people who break your heart. Seriously, no point of doing so. Please do believe that KARMA exists okay? :)

♥ Never hold on to something that doesn't belong to you. If it's yours, don't worry, it will comeback someday. But if it isn't, holding on just makes you suffer. That's why I learnt to let go. :)

You live just once, why do you have to suffer, right? 

♥ So stressed with classes lately. Dk what's going on with me. My sem break mode turned on already? Please don't. Let me work hard for another week just before I enjoy my break. I've been struggling with examinations lately. It's either fail or retake. Idk what's wrong with me. I've been slacking with my studies lately. God, Idk what I'm doing. I have to study hard, play less hard. =X

♥ Now I praying for a awesome September. Till here :)